I am still here. Spending a lot of time trying to gather my thoughts and keep my head above water. I can't bring myself to talk/blog about things yet. It is just too much for me right now. I know I have a lot on my mind, but I have put myself on autopilot for the next 5 weeks. The idea of throwing in the towel and giving up has been coming at me full force this past week, but I just keep thinking "hang in there" and "don't be a pussy" but sometimes it just fucking sucks right now and I can't help but hang my head and let a few tears go....
but as of right now... I am still standing...
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Hugs to you, sweetie. Wish I could do more but know you are strong and will make it through!
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